To open one’s heart is not to allow the love to flow.
To open one’s heart and start this process of two
is not to bow down to the will of a divine power.
To open one’s heart is to open one’s mind
to the eroding absurd we all find staring at us from time to time.
But it is also the hope that the unconfirmed existence of this lover,
this cartesian other,
will be the shield we need.
We all search because we need.
We all avert our eyes from our surroundings, as we search,
because our consciousness bleeds in its self recognition.
To open one’s heart is to recognise
the futility of one’s existence.
To open one’s heart is to lay down this sacrificial recognition
at the feet of your potential shield.
And then in the field of our mind’s sow and revel in the fiction of our new finds.
Please understand that to open one’s heart in the way i describe is infinitely more romantic than allowing cupid to shoot me someday. It is to face oblivion for someone you love.


